"Dear 18 years old Lizzy

I know how overwhelmed you might be feeling right now, especially after going through the toughest tests in your personal relationships with people you thought you could trust, but proved you wrong through betrayal. 

Its hard to try imagine what the future looks like when you are constantly stressing out.

Relax...you'll do just fine, let go of that worry.

I must tell you though that your way to success... yes i say "SUCCESS" because that's what the future looks like...

You'll go through a lot of rejections, disappointments, discouragements and disapproval... even from those people you thought they cared ......*a lesson you'll have to learn again, and again and again*...

You'll fall down and hit very hard. You'll feel trapped, as if in a dark hole with no one to help or rescue you. 

And because of these unfortunate events, you'll feel punished, as if you are paying for something that even you yourself have no clue of... You'll also have feelings of resentment and feel unworthy of love, attention, success, peace, relationships, happiness and stability. You will even lose your self-confidence... something which you've always struggled with.

You'll lose hope and completely stop believing in your power to reach your true potential. And as this happens, you'll start to look for yourself in the eyes of others, hoping that they'll give you a sense of definition and direction...

But, you'll later find out that even they themselves are as lost as you are, which will make you experience a near depression state. 

But Lizzy my dear, i want to tell you something very important about your life.....

All these things happen to push you further into becoming more of who you are..... i'm talking about the core of you....

Don't take them as punishments, learn from them and use them as a stepping stone to reach for your greatness. 

It is because of your intensity and divergent nature, that allows for these things to happen... you are governed by great energies of rebirth, just like a phoenix rising from its aches and that is where your resilient character lies.

There is a year 2020, and you will be turning 25 years of age. This is a very important year for your life to respond to the growing pains that whispers, by paying attention to its patterns, as you transition through the cycle. 

You'll experience a great shift in your life when it comes to consciousness. If you are willing and are able to give yourself permission to surrender, you'll find your own direction in life by trusting yourself and making necessary adjustments.... freedom will follow you and peace will be what defines you.

There is so much clarity, balance and stability that comes with it.... which is what your spiritual self embodies, filled with pure love that aches to be shared with the rest of the world however your life is not meant to be on mainstream. Go out and explore in a way that you will love and enjoy, whether is seeking knowledge or making connections. 

Yours is to cultivate onto that truth and you'll be guided and supported by the The Beloved Source of All Things, Solar Logos, Christ, Light, Great Spirit and Guardian Angels.... And so it is."

                                                                             Happy 25th Birthday Liz